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Yesterday I was someone. But I always thought that I am Suetha the Indian Classical Dancer. Then today I am Suhana. Day before I was Suet Mun. Welcome to my alter ego page..

Yours truly,
Suhana Suetha

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Next Best Man After a Boyfriend

..Would be the male hairstylist whom you have turned to once every 2 months to get a trim =)
Something which I just realised when I went over to him for a cut today.
How many men would want to take the effort to soap your hair, give it a good scrub, neck massage for 20 mins or so and not complain (let's not remind about the stylist getting paod for the services).
How many men would get to know you schedule in life and ensure he finishes work on your head on time for you to be able to leave for the next event.
How many men would be at a close proximity - face-to-face to stare at your fringe and carefully snips off stray hair strand by strand just to make sure you have the best cut fringe ;)
How many men would be sensitive enough to run and get you an extra towel and help you rub off the foam he left on your face from his strong stroke of shampooing acts.
And exactly how many men are keen to get you extra cover to cover your legs and another towel to cover you boobs so that he will not be accused of peeping while washing your hair?
I love my shairstylist ;)

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Little Idylic Day

Banded 3 quarter maxi from Eff-Bombs ;)
As at now I have yet to see anyone wearing it yet! Ooh.. I am so in trend =P


Worn with a belt and pulled up to make into a dress

Just the perfect length I want and the braided belt!! Am loving it :)

I am still not over with my fascination of the 88 shimmer palatte  from Pafassion
Seen here using a shade of grey, 2 shades of brown and a shade of lea green
on ELF eyelid primer and eyeliner from Daiso
super super affordable!

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Work Binge

The raya holidays are ending and I am scared. Really scared. Despite having so many nights of no sleep doing something, I have alot more tihngs not done! Sales reports, SOP work flow, planning sheet, forecast reports and designs! NOt really sure why I do designs anyway, but I can't stand there fact that there is no dedicated person in the office doing it and the designs archive are depleting...die die die..

I have been procrastinating alot.. Real LOT..That sometimes I feel that its amazing I am still alive. With no direction. I dreamt too much I think. First I wanted to be an Odissi dancer, making a humble living dancing on stage. Then I wanted to be a pole dancer. Making a glamour living flexing ass on a pole. Then I wanted to migrate to Laos. To teach English to novices, to train villagers to make batik and to teac Odissi when free. And prhaps set up a library under my foundation. Yes. My foundation.
Then..
Then.. I realised....
Sales reports are not done.
Sales are not meeting with targets
Commision is almost nil
Staff are creating shitholes at work
And I am still procrastinating!!


3 minutes Boots mask, 3 hours design work

There are talks about ISO certification for the office. Well, there have been talks since wayy back. From the talk, to draft out an ISO log book doesn't seem hard. It's like making a recipe book with all details in order. I can't really talk about my grand master plan in drafting a comprehensive master grand plan for my sales and marketing division and the operation division which I am overlooking. As I am known as the one who does not have a habit in tidying up my desk -__-
But I work best when my desk is in a mess!

I wish if ISO certification allows this phrase : untidiness are allowed at the boundary of one's desk / room / cubicle as long as it not hazardous

There is a lot of things in my mind now and blogging about random stuff is merely a way I reduce stress from overthinking or overeating :(

Jean Paul Gaultier perfume - cute!
Turquoise and lime green bangles - perfect as camwhore accessories
All items courtesy of boss' trip to Paris
Am waiting to dig my hands into the RM600 each books from Emilio Pucci and Hermes :D


Some loots from Bangkok (not the Lancome!) which I am addicted to



Mess, real mess.....

Friday, September 17, 2010

Another Give Away!

Whoa, there are so many opportunities to win something (depending on your luck factor) if you stay up all night long and go blogstalking. I haven't been properly sleeping for the past 3 days and stalked so many blogs!

Sabina, the make up addict is giving away free make up in appreciation of her 100th followers =D
And here is the chance for all make up addicts or amateur to start wishing to win it! Look at those Barry M dazzle dust!

I can already envision how glamour I can be in these! Dazzling!

Barry M dazzle dust in a very low dazzling resolution =P
I want!!


The whole loot waiting for you!

Head to her blog, learn some tricks in make up and don't forget to join the contest :)
Read more HERE!

The Dutchess Roz

AARRGGHHH!!!!!!!!

1x Sleek Original i-Divine Palette
1x Sleek Blush in Pixie Pink
1x Gosh Nail Polish in Miss Sweety (595)
1x Revlon Super Lustrous Lipgloss in Shine that Pink (14)


If you have not read about it by now, maybe you should focus and look for the immediate link to get to the page where  Dutchess Roz is doing a give away of some make up items in appreciation to all readers form all over the world. Yes, you read it right. Regardless of if you are from Tibet, Bolivia, Burkina Faso or Malaysia, you stand a chance or three by following her blog, blog about it or simply link her up.
Details HERE 

And I shall end my post here with a picture of my 88 palette :)  Jealous? :P

Recently acquired 88 shimmer palette from Pafassion. Review very soon in YSK!


Sunday, September 12, 2010

Enough

Sejahat-jahat mat rempit dan samseng yang tak berpelajaran jahat lagi mereka yang terlebih pendidikan
That is what I would define the group of properly educated people who murdered cosmetic millionaire, Datok Sosilawati Lawiya. If it was another story of the poor people doing evil to earn some bucks to meet some ends,  we may just go 'Oh, well, it's OK, that's how low those thief / buggers are'. But masterminded by a lawyer - A Lawyer and his Doctor brother for God sake, may have proved that education, never guarantee a good person. You can learn Pendidikan Moral, Agama, Tatatertib and whatever that the syllabus can come out with, but that does not mean that it will lead to a better person in real life.

I have no problems memorising the 16 values in the Moral Education, but what the heck, I still swear and openly wishes that some of those people I meet burn in hell faster than I can fart. That I do not deny =P
No one is abstained by some evil thoughts once in a while. I had  alot of evil thoughts about my mom, but I have never had the guts to implement it. Perhaps because, at the end of the day, I have not attained enough education to make a solid decision to start strategising on some lengthy plan that will make my life a better one? No?

I don't know. And I don't think I am that visionary to mastermind any plans yet. Like that Lawyer with a title. But I am pretty adamant that in a small corner of every human being, there must be at least an inch of compassion that we can extract out and spread out to full use? No?

It isn't really much about religion to me. I have no idea what my religion taught me to be honest. Because I just do not understand the Sanskrit and the difficult English words which appear strange to me! Despite that, I still respect my religion as it is. because I am sure a religion exist for a reason. It may not be a reason for me, but I am sure it is a a reason for some other people.

The point is, we human are sometimes too absorbed with wanting to reach to this particular level in our life that sometimes we forgot. We forgot that life is more than just being the rich and famous one with titles in front and behind your name. That life doesn't just involve us, me and you, us and our friends, our families only. That life is not really a guaranteed bet just because you have life time insurance policy bought since the age of 12. That you have properly educated your kids to be someone one day.

There just seems one too many things that we have imparted in our To-Do List in order to achieve the ultimatum of our own life and style. That we forgot. We have put aside compassion. Just because we did not see, nor ponder further than the yard of our neighbour's home.

For all you know, you are the cause of your neighbour's depression as you constantly self praises your own daughter that the financially inadequate neighbour of yours felt that she have failed as a person, a mother to raise her daughter who had to leave her studies and start working just so tey can sustain their living in todat's demanding society.

And while you are busy chasing the latest Birkin bags by spotting celebrities in it, many of those girls / woman of your age are most probably blogging about their happiness in finally saving enough money to buy a decent working bag from Tesco.

Life isn't always fair. The one who felt that they do not have enough will always envy the one who had more than enough. The one who seems to have enough to feed the whole of Somali feels that it will forever not be enough. The theory of supply and demand keeps rising with an undetermined inflation rate.

When will enough be enough? When you have none, then you worked for it, then would you have enough? When you have enough, or more than enough, what do you do? Would you put a stop?

All the people from the different walks of life plays a part in building us. That would be you and me and the other woman over there. And also the uncle who is attempting to pee in the lift. Again! It is about being able to empathise, to understand, to accept and to adapt. Perhaps to also be grateful. A learning curve comprises the ability to empathise, to understand, to accept and to adapt if you ask me. Otherwise, why would it be a curve? It would have been a straight road if all these factors are excluded and you only walk ahead without acknowledging the bumps in front.

By now ... I am not sure what am I trying to tell.. As I would have forgotten my earlier content =D
The point is - sometimes I do personally feel that to be yourself, to know yourself, you just need to be with yourself. And get to know your Enough.  Enough in thoughts, in saying, in action. In life, generally.


And only when you have had Enough of yourself, then you may or may not have a better understanding of your path and the path ahead. And when you have had enough of yourself, stop. Look around. Perhaps share the enormous enough-city contained in you with others. 

Back to the murder of Datok Sosilawati, whom I do not know, but I do know her house is damn luxe-looking. I just do not see the point of the murderer. A man with a proper education, with respectable profession, and a whole plot of land, plotted such grand plan only to turn into a grandfather piece of crap by getting caught in less than 2 weeks.

Dear Lawyer with a title, your plan is not grand. If I were you, I would kill 2 birds with one stone. You should just woo her, get married, and share wealth. She may not give you the wealth that easily. But you can always try 'nasi kangkang' method. Than to go burn her.

Now.
Now, when you are convicted for all your doing despite having so much more education than me, my neighbour and the uncle who keep pee-ing in the lift, you will most probably get stuck in lokap. With no money, no sex and no BMW.

Stupid.

The Thing About Pole

Have I posted these before? I am so wide awake at 6.23am now that I really do not know what to do. I sketched some designs for office. Sketched some designs for my tee shirt collections too. A total of 12 designs! In one hour *__*

I am still obsessed with owning a pole - stripper pole. Without the stripping act.
Mei said I most probably won't be able to inch myself up not even 2 inches at all!! Hmmphh!! Berani kau!!


This is the pole that Michelle of Supermodels' Secret loaned to me. AM I delighted to have gotten it finally! But I can only pose around near it, at it, by it..


Because this is the only area at home that the pole's height can fit after erection erected. And mom will most probably freak out and later disown me, shall I decide to swing myself wild in front of her praying altar.

Going Rambo

The long Raya hols leave me with a lot of room for vanity.....but very low KPI  =(


jungle camouflage corset top - gift from Sha-Lene 
braided headband - Supermodels' Secret

Yup, I have been buying a lot of stuff from Supermodels' Secret :/


green complicated top - Cats Whiskers

These are stuff that most probably you will not be seeing me in when I am in the public.
But not wearing it out for public display will never deter a woman from buying.
Seriously need to stop camwhoring and start working on those damn sales reports.

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Whoaa



Headband bought from stall in Semua House - RM5!!
Bodysuit - gift
Eyeshadow - Nikita 88 Shimmer Palette from Pafassion

Today....
I just woke  up to realise that I am 31 years old this year, not married and no babies to attend to..
Whoa!!! That's worrifying!

Eh...
Wait..
I just remembered...
It means my younger cousin is 30 years old, my older cousin ranges from 33 to 45 perhaps, and a lot of those woman in the 30's i met (like Mei Ng!) are still hot and available and not have babies. And are not disturbed by the whole scenario. OK, now I am slightly relieved.

Do you still remember the time when you have just reached teenage-hood and you see a lot of your cousin and friends who have started to go into relationship and pursue a different phase in life by getting married to the guy of their choice and start this life being a wife and a mother later on. I bought that concept of life when I was in my early 20's. It is like the only chronology that any woman should go through and not grow old alone.

I checked my list of things to accomplish.
Now I get it. Why am I still single, HOT and available.
I did not list down getting married in my to do list!!
Get it??? The Law of Attraction - when you want something, you focus on it, and somehow something relevant may come across.
It's like.. I like men, hence I flirt, thence I get men..
But if I like men to get married, hence when I met any men, I would turn motherly, wifey-ly and all sorts to coax that man to sign a pre-nuptial contract and get me a ring and in return I bear him babies :D

Anyway, I have not been attracting any of those..
I don't know if I am to worry or not.
Now I am even lazy to think further.
I had a hard time deciding on KFC or home made salad.....

Pung Sha-Lene! Look at these fabrics I got from Kamdar :P


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