Today I Am Suhana: post-Monday

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Sunday Jitters

black top - RM19.90 (Next Shop-Mid Valley) | Fake batik printed skirt - RM29 (Tyra Mei-Amcorp) | Jane Birkin Bag in brown - RM45 (Alicewonders.com) | marketing folder - company's =D

Ahhaha... most probably I have nothing to shout about my attire to work.. cus it's so not adaptable to a lot of people. Who never seem to get the reason behind me wearing it as such =D Anyway...

Did I tell you I have developed a weak heart since the end of year 2009? I felt like collapsing at the very moment of visualising and made into realisation that I haven't been making big figures on my work portfolio for the recent years. Maybe I shouldn't even talk about this and ruin my online portfolio as a salesperson who do not do well in THIS particular industry =(

I was clearing some old junks and piles of documents which I still keep when I started my selling-hood till now. Yes, I have got myself a Self Sales Executive job way back post 2005/2006 and later an Assistant Sales Manager. Seriously I think th eposition of an Assistant Sales Manager is redundant, as it still requires one to sell and co-ordinate and preach at the rest of the sales people while the Sales Manager... manages?. I was then a Business Development Executive in another company which left me traumatised with a pungent office environment. The organisation is there, at the same office, with the same staff 15 years back. The cleaner lady, the chairs, the manager, the tables, and everything is stagnantly there since 10 years back! So you can imagine the pungent smell of old chairs, old paper boxes, old people... -__-
But I do have some very good figures which left me the freedom to yell at the person who hires me =P

Yeah, I keep track of the big big figures I bring in =)

And now I am in such a homey office, with proper pantry, proper people (hmm), proper seatings, gorgeous showroom, superb discussion area, but depressing sales dysfunction -__-