Sunday Hate

I hate Sundays

God damn Sundays

Family day for some 

Hate day for me

I hate Sunday

I hate you too

Because you started to hate me first

And when I hate someone

You are bound to be hated for  life

But now..

I am tired of hating you

I hate myself

I hate men

Simply because you are a man

Men have dicks

Of various sizes that they sometimes hate

The love-hate just never stop

I hate afternoon sun

Which is breathing fire down my neck

Purging heat down my scalp

Yelping for me to wake up from dreams

Only to lie helplessly watching Melodi

I hate sickness

I hate pain

Both are cousins

That the slightest hint of them

Makes me feels like the world is waiting to end on me

No one but one me

Why...

I hate melodramatic musics

That makes me weep

In total misery

Reminding me of my current state of life

That I wasn't expecting

I wish I can have an androgynous emotion

That I can turn off like a radio whenever I need to

I hate to be left alone

But I am always left alone

Perhaps I choose to be left alone

And let the soul drift away from much thoughts

I love myself

Not because I am self centred

Because no one else deserve my love

I might as well showr no one but myself the love of my life...

I love myself

Bodysuit with mesh details from Asos

T-Bar heels from The Fashion Barrage