He Hu Luf

You know a guy loves you to bits when he make a shrine of your big ass face on his big ass laptop and download more of your big ass face to make it a slide wallpaper so he can see many sides of your camwhore when he is on his laptop.
Or he could be a psycho maniac who may wanna kidnap you and strap you to a chair like a scene in CSI Miami and slit your throat.

pray to me!

You know a guy must have requires a lot of ego-smashing guts to again plaster your face on his iphone as wallpaper as a 'missing person' poster because he misses the girl so much he must see it all the time =D

He also told you how he has to space out those function tabs on the phone to a few pages and line it along the sides so it wont block your big ass face >.<

move away tabs!

Then he is also equally vain as a guy to change wallpaper so often so he can view many sides of you and risk being laughed at by male colleagues and friends who reminded him he is so not gonna get hitched in clubs and pubs if some stupid Kazakh and Russian girls spotted his iphone shrine. And he gladly remarked "Cheh, I am not available for fun. I got my hot woman already and I am more than happy dy!" <3

or he could be seriously plotting to kidnap you and slit your wrist till you bleed and die 

When you ask him what is he doing at leisure time and he said something like 'downloading your picture from laptop to my iphone and creating frames of posters yada yada..heeeheee' , I am also not sure if you should be  worried in case you got yourself a psychomaniac (who is waiting to strap you on a chair in an underground room and slit your wrist) or happy because he loves you so much (more than you do - yes, always make sure its this way round) that he is enshrining (does the word exist?) you in everywhere possible...

yours truly, the screensaver -_-

Dear fatty,

there you go... stop feeling insecure la....  <3

A Wrap for the Week - July 2012

3 days into slimming drinks and died.. Every week past so fast and it's been an entire week I have been bringing home this folder that carries documents of a project in Lumut in hope to get some project claims done and nothing gets done. It's the end of the second week I am bring the damn file home!

Loots from Emcee Couture's tea party event last saturday

Slim belts @RM10 from  Tank for 5!! omg so cheap how not to buy!

Vintage dress from Peep Boutique @RM10 <3

I got the leopard slim belt from Tankfor5 at RM5 only as she was actually wearing it and it was the last stock of the same design she brought for the event, so she decided to sell it to me at RM5 only! <3 <3  ahh cheapo, I don't mind being called one!

Tried on the Leverag curler set sponsored by Supermodels' Secrets before I go on an actual review. Great for those of you who always fancy wanting to know how u look like with curls. I put it on half a head and slept on it the whole night =D Wait for the full review soon in YourShoppingKaki.com

the 5 mins before sleep  and the 5 mins immediately after waking up 

more on it in the actual review ;)

I haven't started the review on the Bubbi brushes too! Though I have  been religiously using it. I just found out that the Ecotools brush set I got was a fake set...  can't say much since I only got it for RM20 a set -_-

of Bubbi brushes, fake ecotools brushes, elianto brushes and some bangkok-bought brushes

Waited for Michelle who is forever late >.< and twist and twisted myself a boho braid headband =D

Ladies and gentlemen, gods and angels and stray cats in the neighbourhood, I am pleased to announced that for the first time in my life ever since the internet connection was invented, I WON a give away!

How lucky can I get immediately after turning 33 on July 5th! Yes, wish me lah...

At first I thought maybe the organiser of the giveaway was trying to let me win since I have been diligently joining just to win something (so I can save on buying), but coming from a Randomizer, I guess the tables have turned and I have gotten some luck immediately after turning a year older =D

Now I just need the luck to go to office and see if there is enough funds to get my May salary paid =S

I don't celebrate birthsdays, Valentines' Day, Independant Day, and whatever other commercialised days they possibly exist. Because I simply cannot justify why the need to. I however celebrate Cheng Beng and Vijayadasami where needed. So.. yeah, no pictures of whatever party to usher the life of being a 33 years old woman who can't go lower than a size 12.. knn...

I don't even need gifts. In fact I got the best gift that I would want every year - cash!! 

Christopher was just a random friend from Facebook and Msn and based in Kazakhstan somemore. We never even met and this is considered generous dy!! LOLOLOL

Jeslyn - met her once when she tagging along with her friend whom I was supposed to meet, treated her to a fats porridge meal, became Facebook friend and now I got gift!! =D how random! 

Jac - another shopaholics I have known thru online shopping and have become friends for like 3 years? and continuing! Thank you for the gift!! =D

see!! These people cannot wait to bank in money to me!!! Ling Ling so cute from TinyPinc - the mini clay maker <3

Michelle is godly - seriously. She not only have sponsored me alot of her Supermodel's Secrets beautifying products, but I cannot ever forget the fact that she have bought me a Zaggora Hot Pants that is like so freaking expensive at RM199!! I will do anything for Michelle! Even clean her office toilet! <3

Mechell - most probably find it worthy to give me this since I have been one of her favourite online entertainer with lame jokes to entertain her whenever she feels lame and bored. And this is also her second year to contribute to my birthday fund!.. I hope there is more to come for my next year's birthday!! =P

Sha lene - my compadre in msn!! <3 If Willi isn't your boyfriend, most probably I can get as much msn time compared to Willi too.. thank god to your bf >.<  A great friend, with such positive vibes I hope I am not siphoning out all her good vibes! I Love You!! 

And this is a pretty composition of digital arts I believe (though a lot says its hand drawn) from Meow - an online shopper who always buy my stuff!! I love those pretty dancers' sillhoutte, tho the main picture looked more Joanne Kam Poh Poh than me =D =D

What did I do to deserve such great community of friends??? 

And yeah, so that was how the 33rd years have been treating me. With lots of love ;)

And this is also the year which I have develop so much interest in a lot of stuff.

 The love for Hyun Bin oppa and KimchiHaru in JayaOne with korean waiter boss*drools* 

Finally got myself into the bubble-tea drinking trend. I swear I don't know what are these before!

forced to do this. Don't ask yet..

started bag making for sustainability reason - at turtle slow-mo rate tho ;)

contracted the Asos buying spree.. dont ask.

and did so much camwhore that even I myself cannot stand sometimes.. but prettier camwhore than last year!! =D

don't vomit pleaseeee....

And as I dwelve myself into so many things happening in my life, people must be thinking maybe it's time to go look for a relationship. After all at 33 now, I most probably won't be as fertile as a 26 years old who can breed you a brood... mehhh.... I think I am over that phase of desperation to be in the group of people who have discussion on the best kindergarten for a better nurtured child yada yada... 

People says I am selective.. I am not - seriously. I just couldn't be bothered to start selecting or to compile specimen to perform selection process to start with =D

yeah, I am choosing not to answer certain calls but I swear I am not selective! O.o

Fabulous Finds indeed

The first time I came across Fabulous Finds was from this regular blog that I always read - Street Love.

This is really interesting to share! 

Apparently Fabulous Finds is a 'beauty box subscription service' organisation. Whereby, I assume they source for beauty sampling products from manufacturers and later offers it to the public to subscribe to their service in order to sample the products at a minimal rate of RM35 a month.

What great direct approach to the target segment. I am always intrigued by the many ways one can approach the concept of marketing. And this is indeed a pretty fabulous idea to target of beautyholics who is always on the prowl to buy new beauty products every time they flip thru beauty magazines and spotted something new.

With only RM35 a month to be a subscriber, you will get to enjoy sampling products (of about 4-5 items) delivered to your doorstep. And yes, nothing is free, despite being samples. I don't think you can get free Shiseido samples by asking them over the counters. Hence, I guess RM35 would not be too hefty a sum to pay, especially if you are a beauty junkie who would most probably spend a larger amount than that to buy an original size and end up not using it after a first trial.

Get more info on how to get your beauty box here : FABULOUS FINDS

Bhols by bhols

Today is most probably the first time after many years that I have actually started to put in notes for my dance class. And started to look into those videos of practise. And I feel like crying because I am so lacking behind.I  just don't know if I will ever make it.

Watching this 11 years old girl doing here bharatanatyam makes me even more stressed :'(

Vaishnavi doing a bharata with Micheal Jackson's song!

I am to be blamed for my own laziness in practising at home. But how do I do it in a 680 sq feet confinement! ;'(

Most probably I will also fail terribly in the coming exam. I hate losing ;(

I don't wish to ask myself if I know this is what I want because this is WHAT I want.

I cannot possibly let go of the only childhood wish I have. Then I would really be a sore loser.. someone who have never have achieved anything fanciful from the list of things to do which they have kept since 15 years old.

I think I need some seclusion and seriously think on how to resolve things that have been going around me - work, freelance work, dance, more work, money, getting thin and more dreams..

the opening prayer

part of chowkas

I am pretty good at these though ;'(