I get super guilty and sinful whenever I am reminded of how I failed my duty as filial daughter.
Sometimes we tend to overlook a lot of things in life.
It is true. Life itself is tiring.
I wish mum knew that I had a long day, looking at figures of the past 5 years and figured enough to only fit info into a piece of paper. Having to deal with people who keep calling for payments, payments and payments.
Now that I am embarking on something else, which is nothing better than before and travel from north to south just for a meagre salary to survive, I wish she could also shut up.
I did the best I could to wake up before to the sky is bright and eliminate her need to travel with public vehicle. to work. And here she is, standing at the gate with her bag and looking pissed. Because I was not early enough for her. She needs to get out by 6.15am. Because she is one who is impatient, according to her. And with me leaving at 6.45am and reaching at 7.20am, she is still not happy about it. Because she don't like to rush for work. Work start at 9am by the way. WTF.
She don't get it why I have to leave half an hour later than what she expected. Told her because I reach office at 7.50am despite leaving at 6.45am. Work starts at 9am by the way. The admin girls comes in nothing earlier than 8.50am.
It's petty. really petty. I wish I have my palms on her face. it would do much to calm me down. And perhaps wake her up.
Yes, I know... I am crude. Try to be in this 600 square feet confinement and live my life here.
I am tired ;(
Now that I am embarking on something else, which is nothing better than before and travel from north to south just for a meagre salary to survive, I wish she could also shut up.
I did the best I could to wake up before to the sky is bright and eliminate her need to travel with public vehicle. to work. And here she is, standing at the gate with her bag and looking pissed. Because I was not early enough for her. She needs to get out by 6.15am. Because she is one who is impatient, according to her. And with me leaving at 6.45am and reaching at 7.20am, she is still not happy about it. Because she don't like to rush for work. Work start at 9am by the way. WTF.
She don't get it why I have to leave half an hour later than what she expected. Told her because I reach office at 7.50am despite leaving at 6.45am. Work starts at 9am by the way. The admin girls comes in nothing earlier than 8.50am.
It's petty. really petty. I wish I have my palms on her face. it would do much to calm me down. And perhaps wake her up.
Yes, I know... I am crude. Try to be in this 600 square feet confinement and live my life here.
I am tired ;(
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