Flock

Kio and I discussed about a lot of issues yesterday.. work, bitches, Korean food ( since we are already in the Korean restaurant), salaries, fat asses, sickness, insurance and more bitches.
There really is a lot of intriguing issues that I really wanted to make a big rant out of it.
Again we tried to find a purpose of living, surviving and how insurance claims may not have any use when there is a clause to mention that u can only claim for your unlimited medical cost when u have reached Stage 4. Normally people would start seeing the lights of hell in Stage 3 ..
She wanted to open a shop that sells baking apparatus and will be contented if there are aunties who will drp by on daily basis to buy things. Like anything. And hoping to survive the rest of her life just by having a few aunties dropping by to buy a spoon or two. And maybe some castor sugar.
If i were to take over her shop one day, I will start meeting up with hotels F&B and give a thorough qutes on stuff I can supply to them, meeting bakeries owner to seal a deal on long time supply of flour at a competitve rate, and most probably propose to cooking and baking centre to be an agent and sell the stuff we have in the shop.
She have also thought of being a masseur, simply contented by picking only clients she likes, among which shuold be only women, women who does not bitch, women who are not too big a size, women with nice and decently architectured premise, and most probably women whom she think is worth being her friend. She is contented. With just that.
If I were to take over her on-site massage services, I would go to The Star office and propose a free write up of the services to create more awareness on the positve side of massage which does not collaborate with other activities to include blow job, sex and masturbation services. And I would also make her train a group of masseur wannabee to extend the network of staff and thence be able to rake in more clients a day. And definitely I will take any sort of customers, big, fat, thin, naggy, ugly, boobless and such..
And that is just us.. people who flock together may not be of the same feather. But we still flock together..

circa 1994 ?

A PROJECT TO EXPLORE

Have you been doing any good deeds recently?
Me? hmmm...
apart from cleaning the prayer altar, buying my staff some free lunches, and not yell at the waitresses.. nope, i didn't do much good deeds..
And no one approaches me to sell flags too.. No beggars around the area too.. But I supposed none of these are considered any major life changing contribution :)
Personally, I have a soft spot for older people.. hence I think I have a tendency to steer towards helping on old-people-related issues. I couldn't stand the agony looking at those 70 years old uncle near my place who have to lug a bicycle full of old carton boxes to the recycle centre in hope of selling it to afford a day's meal.
Then there are also cases of old mothers who have to work their ass and life off to make a living for a bunch of useless children who knows only to ask for money and not be able to give the comfort of a peaceful live to the 2 person who gave them life. Sometimes I wish money is not an issue to all rising issue in the society.
Apparently, despite money not being able to buy happiness, it is still considered one of the main aspect in lots of issues in the society.
No money means no means of providing a platform to help the lesser fortunate people in any way. I mean.. if u want to help some African kids who are starving and u are in Malaysia, u can't be making a walking trip to Africa with 2 cans of tuna and a loaf of bread in ur bag in hope that u can help the starving kids. It's a great thought of course, but doesn't seem possible with a SINGLE effort. But if u have a 1000 people with 2 cans of tuna each and a loaf of bread,the next step would be to figure out how to transport these to the kids.. and make sure it gets to the kids and not being fed to the dolphins in the sea =P  (of course the dolphins need help too, but a different mode of help)
Now u see why it's never easy to be a philantrophist.. with insufficient money..?
But don't worry.. I am not asking for your penny or pounds or rupees to buy cans of tuna :)
Just asking for a bit of kindred spirit to click


(U know... just like how some of u help me to be 2 cents richer by clicking on my nuffnang ads =P )

of course after u clicked on it, look for PROJECT EXPLORER AND VOTE.

What is ProjectExplorer.org?



Our Mission: To provide a global cultural experience through film and multimedia materials aimed at fostering the next generation of global citizens.

Founded in 2003 by Jenny M Buccos, ProjectExplorer.org is a nonprofit organization (501c3) that produces free, online global travel series. Designed for family and classroom, ProjectExplorer.org provides students with access to peoples and places they may never have seen or knew existed.


Over the last decade, the emphasis placed on global education has significantly increased in primary and secondary education. Students and educators are no longer limited by the geographic locations of their places of learning; technology can literally bring the world to the classroom. ProjectExplorer.org’s Award-winning* online film series, photos, travel blogs, and encyclopedia-style research are provided free-of-charge. ProjectExplorer.org’s programs cover multiple subject areas that foster cross-cultural understanding.

To accomplish its mission, ProjectExplorer.org relies on and continues to seek partnerships from corporate and government sponsors, as well as individual supporters. It is with their help that ProjectExplorer.org is made available free-of-charge to the learners of the world, so that we all might better understand one another.

It’s time to Go Global with ProjectExplorer.org!


*ProjectExplorer.org is a 2009 recipient of a prestigious Parents’ Choice Gold Award, selected for the highest production standards, universal human values and a unique, individual quality that pushes the series a notch above others.

Jenny is an advocate for children and education.
Winnie my friend is an advocate for abandoned stray dogs.
And I would also like to do something for the old people.
But in the mean time, if you are still doing some soul searching to see where u are inclined to.. give the children and education a click  :)
Even if u prefer dogs more than kids, no harm helping out in terms of mouse-click so that Project Explorer can have enough fundings to help people rite?

http://www.projectexplorer.org/about.php


And u can check out some cool videos made in regards to GLOBAL CITIZENSHIP here too :

http://goodglobalcitizen.ning.com/

Maybe u will be inspired to do up a video? After all I don't see much Malaysian .. in fact any Malaysian videos :)

Me? I haven't been able to derive what Global Citizen meant for me  :D

TIRED

Do u have a purpose? To live till 60 or 80 years of age?
At 30, I am very very tired.
Been weeping a lot lately out of no particular reason. I wept while driving. While stuck in the jam. While stopping at traffic light. While watching TV. While waiting to sleep.
I am very tired. VERY tired.
I realised this routine-d life of mine only leave me with 3 hours a day for my personal time. Sometimes 2.5 hours only if I am not speeding.
No amount of =(  =(  =( can express how TIRED i am.
I think I wept because I am tired. Of life. Of routines. I am beginning to see nothing ahead of me.
I am beginning to accept that life is a cycle of no particular reason. Mothers bear children. If she is lucky she will have children to care for her thru old age. If she is not that lucky, most probably she will die out of paying debts for the children's education fund and what-so-ever.
I always tell PC to give her mom the silent treatment for not allowing a 30 years old woman to stay out later than 11pm. Or walk past her whenever the mom decides to start the preaching session on how miserable is the life of the daughter. I do not know how she cope. Because I do not know how to cope too..
I am tired of my duties.. I am beginning to feel that my presence is a process for me to pay back in the form of responsibility.. which I have dutifully perform all the years...
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I
AM
TIRED
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