Ariana Grande in my dream

sometimes we wish
sometimes we ponder
about things that revolves around our life
mundane as it is
but never any easier than one may have thought


never tell a seamstress that its easy to sew
when you cannot tell the complexity of a pattern cut
sometimes i wish i am doing something with people who have the same passion and vision
because happiness is derived when you share the joy of seedlings

i have changed
i have changed so much it scares me
because i no longer correct what's right
all i care about is my 'tepi kain'
because all i want to do now is to attain freedom

i have changed
i don't feel me anymore
with no integrity
with no compassion
all i want is freedom
from this loose hell of blazing heat


i feel so negative
that my visions to sanity keep blurring my senses
i feel so angry
towards myself towards the surrounding
because i no longer sense the aroma of progress

sometimes i wish i am ariana grande
because all i wanna do is to sing it all out
in my pretty dresses and flawless makeup